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post Thats perfect :D :D 2018-01-06

…Thats perfect :D :D

Exactly … and, in a way, I hope I never do meet my Tank Girlnot before Im ready to finally risk it all and go out with a bang anyway : )Same here. I *have *to meet her, but Lord do I hope it isnt for a long while to come.

at the least sign … the least signIm not this hasty. Though maybe I should say Im not this hasty…yet.

no second chancesMy rule of thumb is no third chances. The theory is everyone fucks up from time to time. But if theyre a bad egg theyll soon enough have a second fuckup chasing the heels of the first and then I have no qualms doorslamming them as mentioned. Not *much *harm in allowing them a single shot at redemption.

But then I realised that mad people didnt/dont do that.No, I suppose not. Similar to the Dunning-Kruger effect, almost.

I am all but the only sane one on the face of the planetDoesnt that by definition make you the insane one, and the rest of us sane?

were doomed, I tell you!This, however, is definitely true.

Does my subconscious do exactly that … seek out shit-scary stuff that I only rationalise away as not really scary?Maybe it does. Not that its going to stop now that youve realised.

Or am I just genuinely an idiot and not as scared as I ought to be?Arent idiocy and bravery just one and the same seen in different lights?

Yeah … gotta be donedunno bout you, but me, Im going out the way I came in … kicking and screaming.Hell yeah! Also..*ooooooh *thats a lot of bedtime reading for me to be doing. :D

Yeah … thats kinda played a part in my undoing tooI will insist on getting to know the wrong sort, if you get my drift.I get your drift exactly. Particularly in regards to the previously lamented psychic vampires.

Sorry … you know Im right thoughit is.You are, and it is, and thats exactly the problem! ;D

Im not sure whether to be impressed or mortified : SLittle bit of both, I think.

Oh, look … a duck-billed platitude!Quack, quack…BANGcartoon puff of feathers Sod that bloody phrase. Like you say, it reeks of Fate and Karma and all those things which are just names and faces for Life and its cruelty.

Not if we were all like me, it wouldnt, *no!*Well no, not from the perspective we have now. But if we were all like you and all always had been, then that would be normal & therefore perhaps boring. It is relative, after all…