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Ive had to, albeit perhaps reluctantly, absent a few people from my life with a fair degree of prejudice as it wereIm not afraid to doorslam people where necessary. Though it is still treated as a nuclear option. Now if only I could force the impression of them out of my head with the same effectiveness.

the core of my friends has been pretty soundThats exactly it. Some come and go but those that stick with you, hang on for the crazy ride, those are the true friends.

what happens when I meet someone who says “HELL, yeah! Lets do it YESTERDAY!”Okay I didnt think of that. That could be dangerous. Could be the ride of a lifetime. Then again, may well be the ride to end it too!

How do they find us?Maybe they are drawn to our wavelength, I dunno. Something something energy vampires something something…

And why are we suckered in each time?Hell if I know. It all seems right at the time, and then looking back the red flags overshadow all else.

a little different to the average, maybe … but thats not necessarily a bad thing.As I scribbled the other day, sod average.

Its a matter of degree, you seeOh aye. Insanity is a sliding scale, and there is definitely a too far. But theres also a too boring.

but I am as sane as sane can be … that much I know to be the case.Well of course…to think otherwise would be madness.

You can do your best but thats all even you can ask of yourself.Yeah. Got to keep reminding myself of that.

that post-coital, as it were, sensation of “Holy crap!”Well put.

But the preceding “Whoa, shit!” moment isnt as much fun, I have to say.No, decidedly not.

Still … the latter is the price we pay for the formerPrecisely. If it wasnt shit-scary it wouldnt give kicks and therefore we wouldnt bother with it.

You know … I hadnt thought of it that wayI was just behaving rationally : DFair enough. I like it phrased that way because it adds an element of up yours aimed at the universe ;)

But I did still take a calculated risk each timeInsomuch as calculations are done, the exact manner, weight and outcome of which are to remain unspecified ;D

Dunno … quite like the idea of “Do you attend some kind of self-help group?” “Naaaaaah” ; )…

Dude. I didnt even spot that.

Okay thats way better than M.A.D.

Albeit the act could be called Dangerous To KnowThis should be a thing.

and that would, of necessity, be a bad thing and the kind of stupid thing I dont do .. so, I dunno Damn. Cant see a way out of that one. Unless of course one of the reasons that you are Mad is that you associate with Bad.

Its a reference to children with Special Educational NeedsOh so I *did *get it, I just didnt realise I did.

Yup … I was just lamenting the fact, not criticising : )Fair enough. Also damn you for calling it a leather onsie because that cant be un-thought. Its put me right off racing style suits…

think Id go beserk if that were all there were to do though.You and me both.

But only one that can end your life without killing yoube careful what you wish for ; )Gah, aint that the truth.

more than a little inclined towards acts of excessive violence of the kind that give the word atrocities (note the plural, for there will be many) a whole new meaning.Oh I have no doubt. Probably for the best if this is combated from happening in the foreseeable future. In the meantime, it should be known that we are Dangerous to Know ;)

if you hadnt ruined my life, not only would I not be, Id be a happier person now to boot, you cow!In that context, it makes perfect sense. But theres still nothing either of us can do about it,bar sudden and unexpected inspiration regarding how to put a reverse switch into the inexorable trickle of timeunfortunately.

Indeed … but not mind-numbingly, spirit-crushingly, soul-sappingly, mundane at least.At the very least we have that.