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title: "Then I await that moment with…interest."
date: 2018-03-29
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> Whether it does it when it thinks you can handle it or waits until an opportune moment to destroy you, I couldnt say, howeverits never a *pleasant* experience either way around though.Then I await that moment with…interest.
> “You again? No, Im busy and, besides, I just dont care enough any more.”Yeah. Ive beaten it back so apart from the twinges I have to be actively putting myself through What if torture for it to get at me.
Thats not entirely helpful, however, when Im all too prone to What if to begin with.
> Its only fair.Damn right. Dont take shit, and whatever they manage to force onto you, Return To Sender (With Extreme Prejudice). Or something like that…its a bit clunky for a war…er *riot*cry.
> We all eventually learn our limits or kill ourselves overstepping them.Apart from *You, *apparently ;D
> Opposites attractwhich is why theyre so utterly insane ; DThat makes perfect sense!
> I did (but thats another story for another time and place).o.O
Yeah. I really dont. And God-willing, I wont…
Hang on…
> Yup … much further and youll find yourself back out the other side.Yep. Unsure as it to I should keep drilling down or try and climb back out. Down is probably faster at this point (isnt it always?)
> Well, theoretically anywaypersonally, think thats nonsense and no matter how dark it gets what you gotta remember is that its always darkest just before it goes pitch black.Bugger. Maybe I should have tried the ladder option!
Damn. Well, might as well make a damn good show of it. Wouldnt want to half ass anything, even being beatdown by Life and her good buddies Hope and Melancholy…