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title:	"I don’t want"
date:	2018-01-12
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  ![](/img/1*N13z5Vqm2XMvvaHzhwIfpw.jpeg)Photo by [Tony Webster](https://unsplash.com/photos/F9o7u-CnDJk?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText) on [Unsplash](https://unsplash.com/search/photos/past?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText)**I don’t want the future**, bright** but** so uncertain

**If** only it weren’t so, but it is.

**I** want the warmth of the past

Time I **spend** is gone, forever

If only there were **any** way to wind back the clock

Bright memory fades as time grows **longer**

**Looking** for you, always

Looking **back**, always

**My** heart yearns

My **neck** twisted to face you

My **will** not enough

Past torn away, present **snap**s back

*Now read only the bold.*