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+date = "2022-06-21T12:00:00.000Z"
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+title = "Something has to give"
+description = "Finding the balance of light in the dark"
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+Dramatic and cynical. That's me. Sometimes dramatic and morbid. Frequently dramatic and self-derisive. But not often dramatic and funny. Or indeed, dramatic and happy. 
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+Which doesn't make a whole lot of sense, all things considered.But of course it doesn't because I don't.
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+I am a fundamental conflict with no visible resolution. My life philosophy is founded on the impossible - two diametrically opposed sets of beliefs. It shouldn't work. It doesn't work and yet it is.
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+I cannot embrace it, because it is senseless. I cannot change it, for I cannot find favour for one set of ideals over another. 
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+But I *cannot* go on like this. Permanently torn, personality and belief in two separate facets.